mempunyai dan dipunyai

waha!

2011-01-05T22:16:00.002+08:00

some short video made through out 2010

#1 Montage of Mas Izyan. Finalist of UTP Talent Search 2010

#2 Dinner Montage for our batch graduation dinner

#3 Graduation - Pilot

#4 Graduation - Part II

tgk je, walau dah tgk. :)

2010-09-09T17:18:00.002+08:00

"i love to put it in a simple way, simple flavor, simple idea, but sometimes things just get complicated easily, and then we tend to make mistakes. sometime its not you, it was me all along. and sometime i tend to scratch things so hard till it bleed, i guess everyone deserve a second chance, and i hope that path opens up for me. it has been a wonderful month, it was the first that i had like never before. its a big loss, but today we need to celebrate it. to people who near and far, and a very very very very far away :), readers of this blog, its not about the absence that we cry for, the absence is a mere reminder for us to keep moving on, its about to celebrate what we have gone thoroughly, to thanks for what we have receive, to forgive for what had been done, to smile and spend good times with all the people around us. and hoping everyone would do well like what we had"

and, please if you guys have tumblr, you guys can checkout mine here

SHRA MZDB :)
ikhlas dari
-dehaqpumpkin-

hahaha

Ad-din

2010-07-09T23:43:00.002+08:00

hari ni, saya nak tulis topik yg lain dari yang lain
catch-up the tempo while you can
kalo tak leh, boleh try lain kali :)

Chapter 1:

"dah terhantuk baru terngadah"

lumrah jadi manusia, bile dah sakit, berdarah, baru tahu rasa sakit. menyesal baru nak datang, time tu baru tahu silap kat batang hidung sendiri. time baru rase pukimak nye diri kau sendiri. asal g cari sakit. asal do?

pernah dengar pasir jerlus? pasir jerlus ni akan sucked you in. the more you struggle. the more you would sink. do the math. cube bayangkan pasir tu timbunan masalah ko. timbunan dosa dosa kaw. makin ko bergelumang, makin kaw di tarik masuk. di sedut dalam dalam. di sedut lagi, sedut kedalam lg. tak ke mcm bodoh kaw rase. nape ko nak disedut lg ke dalam? kaw tak lemas ke? seronok sgt bergelumang? tapi sampai bile? sampai dah terhantuk?

tapi, aku nak tanye, kalau aku nak hulurkan ranting, nak tarik kau keluar, kau nak tak? Sumpah aku berani cakap, memang kau taknak. sebab kau bahlol. kau seronok sangat bergelumang, seronok sangat, asyik sangat kat bawah tu. seronok makin ke dalam. aku sedar, ranting aku ni, takdela sekuat mane. ye lah, ranting kayu yang aku ade ni pun rapuh. bile bile mase boleh patah, tapi aku tak sanggup tinggalkan kau.
TAK SANGGUP DOW!

takpela, aku tetap akan biarkan ranting ni dalam capaian kau. kalau nanti kau dah terhantuk, kau nak keluar, taknak bergelumang, taknak disedut masuk, aku ade kat sini. aku janji aku akan tolong sebaik mungkin. kalau ranting tu patah, aku gune kaki aku, aku cari tali, aku tak kan biarkan kau. ITU AKU JANJI.

Chapter 2:

Ad-Din

Melayu Islam. korang pernah tak terlintas, korang ni beruntung. korang lahir2, dah dengar laungan Azan, atau Iqamat kat gegendang tinge.

pernah tak sedikit terbuku kat hati korang, Nikmat agama yang kita rasa ni sikit. certain tu tak nampak pun.

Cube bayangkan muallaf. deorang dilahirkan dgn agama masing2 sebelum peluk Islam, DAN DEORANG TEMUI JALAN UTK MEMAHAMI KEAGUNGAN ISLAM BUKAN DGN AZAN DAN IQAMAT KAT TELINGA MASA LEPAS DEORANG LAHIR. bayangkan keperitan yang deorang hadapi untuk membuat pilihan, membelakangi keluarga, ayah, dan mak yang melahirkan kita. cuba bayangkan kemanisan Islam yang deorang perolehi.

aku tak cakap yg dilahirkan islam is less than a muallaf. my point here is, korang pernah bersyukur tak? yang korang ni dilahirkan sebagai islam, dan tak perlu lalui apa yang deorang lalui. pernah terpikir?

manusia ni lalai kan, deorang lalai sebab deorang lupe. dan sebab tu deorang perlu selalu diingatkan, supaya tak terus hanyut.

kalau pegangan dah hanyut, konfirm nanti pasir jerlus! :)

Chapter 3:

User Interface

Islam ni, bukan paksaan kan. Islam tu indah kot. Islam tu kan agama untuk semua orang. Islam adalah agama untuk orang urban, indie, kampung, tua, laut dan lain lain. Islam mendisiplinkan umat, untuk teros beramal seikhlasnya kepada Allah.

Semue orang tahu kan hal tu. tapi kenape nak cemarkan imej Islam dgn imej kuno? kenape orang selalu gunekan PENDEKATAN yang tak kene dgn AUDIENCE? Cara halus kan ada? kenapa nak guna cara terjah?

analogi: kalau orang tak bagi kau masuk rumah, takkan kau nak terjah masuk je? macam mana orang tu akan rasa. haaa? aku tahu lah, kau tu bagus, ilmu banyak, tapi, bukan ke ade care lagi bagus?kite boleh pujuk kot brader. lame lame nanti lembut la hati die. ni tidak, main terjah tak tentu pasal. memang la mengamuk hati tu. lagi keras la jadinya. tak gitu?

tampaq kepala tanya diri sendiri. make sense tak ape yang aku ckp ni?

outro: 13 tu kan rukun solat? Isra' Mikraj special.

you can find this people at any buffet restaurant

2010-06-08T13:09:00.004+08:00

this picture might give an idea on what is the main idea of my post for this time.

ah yes, its about eating. not food, but people who eat. there are few group of people respective to their criteria. this people are belong to each group because of their ability to eat. here we go!

the high roller
this people are the buffet high roller. they can eat, non stop, wayyyyy above avarage. this kind of people are not favoured by the buffet owner. because they can simply finish everything

the sweeper
normally in a group of 5. there would a person who would clean the leftovers. you see, in a buffet restaurant, the leftovers would have extra charges. Sweepers aims to finish what other can't finish. "garbage can" is too overated. like, you should be thankfull to them, because if not, extra charges on the bill!

normal player
normal eating ability, who would always make the worse day for the sweeper.

the extra large
they can eat a very large amount in a short time. they can eat, but they can't stop. if they stop, they'll be kenyang.

the slowpokes
they can eat, but takes a lots of time. few pauses through out the eating session.

a perfect formation:
in a group of 10 people, you might want to prepare for 2 Sweepers, 1 High Roller, 1 Slow Pokes, 1 Extra Large, and other normal player.
2 sweepers = sometime high roller do get exhausted. They are needed to clean everything up. they'll start eating a bit late than others,
1 slowpoke = atleast the sweepers has the third man.
1 extra large = start a bit in the middle, after everyone including the sweeper already started.
1 high roller = do what he do best
5 normal player = those people who kindly would contribute in filling up the table with foods which later they'll find it hard to finish.

LOL! :D

its nearly the end of the road

2010-05-14T22:43:00.005+08:00

Final exam would start in a few days. i have been such an arse to keep my readers waiting for the next post, yet, i dont have the proper input that i would want to share.

as a tribute for the coming exam.
I love you lads to bit, cerios for final folks!

outro: I think i have spoil the soup, but its okay, it is still edible, but too salty, in the next time, i'll try my best not to use much salt. or perhaps i'll promise no to try to boil soup, i can just be the one who bought the ice cream. cuz its sweeter. :)

blind side.

2010-03-14T20:16:00.009+08:00

its the 3rd day of a week period of my mid semester break. Being me, i spent most of the time in the virtual world wide web. pages to pages. images to images. downloading this and that. bla bla bla. and last night. while waiting for the live feed of Chelsea match from the bridge,

which was won by the infamous Chelsex 4 - 1 btw, (Don't be offended, i'm a chelsex fan, its cool tho. Chelsex. how kinky it was!)

i watch the Oscar award. i am not much of a fans of this kind of competition tho. i admit, i loveeee movies, but not the oscar, academy, bla bla bla. seriously. i need to google about last night show to identify the name. i tot it was golden globe award tho. lucky me i google first. lol.

so during the show, monique won the supporting actress award from the movie Precious. monique portrays as precious mother in that movie. you got to love this movie. especially for those women out there. if i were a women (which i'm not and never be, i'm a pure man) i think i would be touch by the story. I've watch the movie 7 hours before. I randomly download the movie, because it was based from the novel "Push". which i never read before. and i even don't know about the novel and the writer.

to emphasize how random it was when i download the movie.

but, surprisingly the movie was interesting. no action, a story about a fat girl who struggling with her life. yes, I'm fat too, so it might sound a bit bias. but who cares. i like the movie.

Cristoph Waltz, won the supporting actor for the night. he is one of the star who plays the character of Hans Landaa, a SS Colonel in Inglourious Basterds. Hans Landa is a cruel, ruthless, charming, polyglot and diabolically intelligent Austro-German SS officer who is nicknamed "the Jew Hunter" in reference to his keen ability to locate Jews hiding throughout France. the character is too cool as an antagonist. but i like the character. A JOB WELL DONE TO QUENTIN. I'm Quentin tarantino biggest fan. eventho inglourious basterd doesn't win anything except this award. i still salute quentin job! the script for the movie is awesome. indeed!

Then, Sandra Bullock, won the Leading Actress award. it is for the movie The Blind Side. She plays the character of Leigh Anne (pronounced "leeiy and"). By that point of time, I don't know about the movie. never heard about it. through the nomination clips, I saw sandra with a african american boy talking about things. in my mind, i thought that movie just another american life drama.

And so there i was, watching the award. The Blind Side was nominated few times, then, for best picture award, I was lucky. I think it was fated for me to watch the nomination clip. What I saw in the clip is, a big fat guy, from a ghetto, lives with a white family. What i heard is, he plays American football. i started to find it interesting. so with some little effort, i download the movie and because it took like 7 hours to finish, i went to sleep.

the next morning, the movie has successfully downloaded. so, without taking bath, or breakfast. still in my blanket, i watched the movie. so i shall put my comments in the point form below:

Its a lengthy movie. 2 hours 8 minutes. during those 2 hours i hardly thinking about the time. but instead when the movie is over, i was like, "this is it? thats all? should have morreeee!"
During the two hours, I keep on putting myself into Michael Oher character. He is a big guy, left alone, doesn't have family, and struggling to study. Those elements is contrary with me. when he was homeless, i kept on thinking if it was me. how am I gonna to survive. then it struck me. That i should be thankful and fortunate to have family and doing well in studies. I should have not to complain because this and that. bla bla bla bla bla bla.
Michael Oher is a gentle giant. He is a big guy who did not portrays aggressiveness. Just like me. (self proclaiming is healthy)
This is embarrassing, but my eyes did release unwanted water from the tears gland. But in the least amount. Michael Oher runs from his foster parents house. He sleeps at the laundry house. his wardrobe is a plastic bag contains an extra t shirt. If he is hungry, he went to watch the volleyball match. Its not that he is a fan of volleyball and volleyball can satisfy his hunger, but, its the leftovers popcorn and coke left by the audience can fill his stomach.
Michael Oher can write a poem. He is poetic.
This story was based from a novel of a true story. written by Michael Lewis entitled, The Blind Side: Evolution of a Game.
Real life Colline wasn't that hot. CIS!

Big Mike collecting the popcorn leftovers

Studying his science book at the laundry

Quenton Aaron as Michael Oher aka Big Mike

and this is The real Michael Oher who now plays for Baltimore Ravens

So this is what i got for the past 3 days, how productive but such a waste of time. because no one gonna read this lengthy blog post. okay I'm done. I got a copy of it if you want. can ask me later. and also Precious. i got that too. and some other movies.

I like movies. not like, LOVE movies. but, not all. the movie must be a REAL movie. it has a big different between REAL movie and junk movie. a simple analogy. junkfood is awesome but without nutrient. unlike REAL food. so, watch REAL MOVIE ffs. tyvm. ciao!

have you? #1

2010-03-06T04:18:00.004+08:00

I'm using twitter. yeap, if you want to follow me, you are on step away from clicking the button from the widget on the right side of this blog. scroll down first please.

As you can see, lots of people is using twitter. pro's and con's would get in the way. some people use it to convey the latest gossip, news and etc. and some just post randomly rants, and things that other people wants to read. bla bla bla bla bla, twitter is bla bla, convenient bla bla bla. simple bla bla bla....

Let us just cut the chase shall we.
In recent time, lots of the people i follow are from my circles of friends. some post imformative things, gossip, rants about daily life and some muther faka mlmers does post things such "dapatwang" and whatnots.

yesterday, i've been wondering, what would twitter shoutout been publish in the next 5 years? 10 years? would we still rants about UTP? assignments? its an interesting topic. so i came out with some interesting example based on the milestone.

5 years from now. some of them whom i've been following would already in the working environment. be a young married couple. or still chasing for the dream job, dream girl, and dream life. listed below are some example:

@xxxx today my company sold me to another company. I'm a dumbass.
@yyyy Fuck you, i dont know you, i never been in UTP. what the hell is that.
@aaaa I was promoted to the manager position. :)))))))))))))
@hhhh actually, trying to get to know your mother in law wasn't that bad.
@kkkk i went to the bridal store with my mom today, picking some last minute stuff for my wedding next week.
@jjjj my car got mortgaged. FML.
@llll THE END IS NEAR. THE END IS NEAR.
@oooo my sister in law just flirt with me. what should i do.
@yyyy Klik link ini untuk jadi jutawaaaan!
@gggg Me and my husband have already plan our family planning.

10 years from now. things would have been change. some would be vanish from the twitter world. you wouldn't have lots of time with it. you have career to pursue, a family to support, or you just plainly a loser with no job except posting material on twitter.

@xxxx I'm lucky my old company sold me 5 years ago, now we are opening the 45th chain.
@yyyy the user is no longer on twitter.
@aaaa at 32, I'm the youngest CEO ever made to that seat. :))))))))))))))))
@hhhh my mother in law passed away just now. i can't stop crying. :(
@kkkk Its a hectic day, need to run to the shariah court to settle my fasakh.
@jjjj my car got mortgaged for the 7th time. FML x 7.
@llll THE END IS NEAR. THE END IS NEAR.
@oooo I'm guilty to my wife. after 6 years of wedding and 2 cute daughters, i never had the courage to tell her that I've slept with her sister 5 years ago. Should I?
@yyyy MLM sucks. I'm jobless till now.
@gggg we have try evrything, but it seems that, nothing would change our life. wedding without offspring is like a normal life with the wedding certificate. :(

20 years from now?

haha, ciao folks!

a picture blog

2010-02-28T01:14:00.007+08:00

outro: who cares right? hair grows back in time, but money that cost all the "saman" wont.

my lazy ass

2010-02-15T00:49:00.003+08:00

it has been 1 month since the last post.
forgave me because i was too busy with UTP whatnots including the infamous FYP. and stated below is my title:

3Dimension Playground in Augmented Reality
p/s: title name nak paling up.

and this semester, i've lost two more friends due to the cruelty of Grade Pointer Average. its not a new thing but, its kind of sad when those people whom have been around you since the start, vanish with the wind.

moving on, adapting to a new environment. so far i think i've handled it awesomely. 21 credit hours but i still manage to get so called holiday on Wednesday. its kind a cool when we have veto power in deciding the class time table. the one and only phrase:

Final Year Student.

Hell yeah, you guys need to follow us since we had no other choice. and we have been manipulating that phrase successfully.

thinking about it again. this is the 2nd last semester for me here in this tronohville. with the absent of engineering students due to the internship program, July 06 only have 200++ peeps. new faces can be seen at cafe's days and night, having their meetings and whatnots. haih. its good to be young again. who'll refuse right?

its CNY holiday now. and still here at UTP, same old same old. i don't think 4 days of holiday can cater my needs. leaves it for mid semester break. at least i can enjoy a time alone here. haha.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
GONG XI GONG XI!

hope everything turns out well this semester. yeah, cliche. the most famous "hope" when every semester starts. but we'll see how the season change. :)

ciao folks!

outro: i really need to remind myself that BLOG IS NOT A DIARY. haha.

goodbye cliche.

2010-01-08T15:31:00.003+08:00

its 3.31 pm on 8th of January
this is it.
32 weeks have passed by.
lots of ups and downs.
rants and ramblings
laughter and smiles
blunders and whatnots.

i guess everything that have happened taught me a lot.

thank you,
for the ears,
for the guidance,
for the food.
for the free rides
for at least you guys make here feel like home

Emily, Emilia and Julia.

foorteen thirty one or 20ten?

2010-01-05T14:36:00.003+08:00

If i dare asking what is the significant of 1431 to you, can you answer it straight away without goggling? ha-ha.

Dear 2010
what can i offer/promise you.

Maturity
MATURITY (emphasizing)
Less "i dont care"
More sweating and hunger.
Featured in Junk Hijacked.
Seriousness
Responsibility
DRIVING LICENSE. MUST.
Laughter
Smiles
Friendship
Familyship
Euphonious 2010?
and perhaps its time for an other half? hehe.

many kudos for 2009, and thousand wishes for 20ten.

signed, sealed, & licked:
-dehaqpumpkin-

outro: life itself is an endeavor. its a plenty of yes or no. its a plenty of right or wrong. its a plenty of hellos and goodbyes. :)

Kapal intern (beta version)

2010-01-05T14:12:00.006+08:00

Internship for dummies
Do's and Dont's

Do's

Get to know your supervisors WELL.
Get a comfort zone (friends in office) where you would comfortably stand still.
Get good response from ur managers.
Camouflage well, blend in the crowd, get to know the environment before you enters the limelight.
Tunggu friday dgn penuh sbr and enjoy weekends mcm da xde weekends laen.
Get twitter and FB account. It would help kills the time and socialize.
Set up a internsxoxo website to get the latest gossip on ur uni frens
Find housemates u can lepak with
Untuk tenet yang cepat atau tak diblock wajib beli acc premium file hosting rapidshare/hotfile/megaupload berbaloi dapat kan latest movie berformat bluray
Play Leeches or Main kutu
Get proxy for better surfing.
Abiskan Annual Leave and Mcs
Be hypocrite, liars, or backstabbers whenever possible
For those who single, get a girlfriend/boyfriend from another university
Socialize & build networking for future employment
Get lunch buddies.
Get to use with Alt & Tab button on the keyboard.
Date dengan ramai org, while u can
Turun awal beli mknn, untuk elak crowd
Maximize and appreciate chance while working- in term of experience
Kenal & lepak dengan staff yg dah tua, bukan kawan SEBAYA. a way to think out of the box.
Plan and use ur income wisely, so that you'll get the chance to lay ur hands on a blackberry
For a not down loader freak, external hard disk would be useful
Motorcycle is the greatest transportation ever made if you were in KL
10 pm should be the best time to start laying on bed.
Berani bertanya dan bercakap dengan org atas.
Learn new stuff which NOT BEEN TAUGHT at university.
Improve DoTA skills at Tbun
Improve shooting, defense and stamina during futsal
Take care of the house you rent well. All for one, One for all.
Avoid man who pretend they're not married yettt (updated)
Do be nice and ull get many free lunch! (updated)
DO prepare for OSIM after TGIF (updated)
be humble and inquisitive (updated)
Have more patience and manners on the road, Traffic jams everywhere! (updated)

Dont's

Get stuck in office drama. AVOID it.
AVOID office drama (repetition because its crucial)
AVOID revealing ur true colors.
AVOID revealing ur weakness.
Avoid playing with the paper shredder machine
Don't get excited by the nestle instant coffee/milo machine at the pantry.
For girls, forget the heels. ur feet will thank u for the flats after 8 months
Avoid being caught red handed with purchased MC.
Avoid accepting all the works given by others than ur sv.
Avoid Simply approving ur colleagues FB friend's request, get to know their attitude 1st. friends or foes
Avoid any opportunities for a perv to lay hands on your ass, boobs and whatnot's on a train trip.
Avoid beggar during lunch, sedekah kan je di masjid.
DON'T worry about typo. its a new disease happen to all interns.
Dont be too know it all, sebab staff nak diorg rasa diorg best or else they gonna hate you (updated)
Dont spend too much on food nnt regret nak guna on weekends (updated)

Kudos to them, whom willing to contribute some great ideas:
Shafinaz Zulham, Athirah Ahmad, Hafiz Nor, Hafiz Mustakim, Khairul Md Saad, Syaharuddin Shafie, Nabila Isa, Hafiz Jamaludin (Bijan), Afdhal Aizat, Izzah Nik Ahmad, Farhan Abdul Rahman,

SPM?

2009-11-18T16:51:00.004+08:00

i think literature that been taught at school is suck!
every year, the KBSM includes literature in English and Bahasa paper. during my years, there were some short novels, poems, bla bla. with title as "kerusi", "perlumbaan kedua" and what nots. but KBSM was not fair when. they want us to read all of that, and understand it according to their understanding.

get it? by that i mean, KBSM wants us to understand the literature reading, and understand it according to each theme they came out.

that is where it become unfair. we readers never had the chance to understand the literature in our own way. and exam oriented academic is big flubby BS.

urghhhh.

demmit tibe² rage dgn academic. yeah, school sucks. except for holidays and fond memories with "friend". not books of course.

SPM seaters. good luck facing it. or just give it up already. too much scorer nowadays. later who want to work with majlis bandaran to kutip sampah tho. if all people score 34 A's went to overseas university. the scarcity in labour will rise and, there will be more immigrants that enters Malaysia. leads the rise of sosial problems. and then, the immigrants will became malaysian after staying to long here. and develop their community here. few more years. there will be more ethnic in Malaysia, Bangalaneseee, Nepalaneseee. and when we did commercial about various ethnic and culture in National Geographic, a country will claim those culture are from their country and accuse us of stealing. like that country "beside" there. lol.

happy weekend folks. ciao!

a bit of self proclaiming #2 (Self proclaiming bersama rakan rakan)

2009-11-09T21:27:00.005+08:00

No Comment. tp serupa!

seohyun dari girls generation SNSD

Reza salleh, artis folk indie kegemaranku

500 Days of Summer, rujuk movie tersebut

Xlaen xbukan, vokalis incubus

btw ini kawan kawan saya, jgn hamun mereka
sy yg ambil gambar mereka tanpa kebenaran
sbb sy mahu buang masa,
ciao!

a bit of self proclaiming #1

2009-11-09T16:21:00.004+08:00

i quote "spot the resemblance"
yeap, everyone deserve a moment to self proclaim and typo.
lol

wait, there's more to come.!

outro: sorry afdlin, doesn't mean to, things just happen!

Evans the Assasinator kills Drama Drogba.

2009-11-09T09:17:00.005+08:00

For a split second last night, i really thought Drogba is dead. A clear karate kick (or should i say kung fu kick) to his abdominal region. with stud shoes. Imagine that you were in his place and get the chance to experience that while your heart was beating for breath on air.

Enough with the pityness. its the drama queen Drogba ffs. the man performance was below par last night. Unlike Ivanovic and Carvalho who potrays a great 90 minutes display although Fletcher did insist Atkinson (referee) to get both of them red carded. Fletcher whom his two shots was deflected by Carvalho. Isn't it obvious? lol.

Ashley Cole makes Valencia looks normal. but Rooney was awesome. his curled shot enough to make my adrenaline rush a bit. hurm, what else, deco was having a hard night, lampard's awesome free kick, Ballack and Joe Cole; so-so performance and lastly, the "referee is unfit" coach. well, he just can't stop babling about this and that. He should be lucky tho Atkinson(referee) did giving the most ridiculous lay off when drogba got carded by that kick not Evans. Nowadays, its the victim who'll take the blame.

It was a bored game tho. most of the time my hearts pumping when the balls at Rooney's feet instead of seeing our side giving them the hard time. sloppy passing, misscoummunication and what nots. They keep the pressure up until the mid of second half and till late game. But, nevertheless, JT has already seal the deal. A clear 5 points lead before Christmas would do. March on blues!

yeah, my first EPL review, please, be nice. hahaha, ciao folks!

the ugly truth; a true story.

2009-10-30T10:24:00.005+08:00

picture courtesy of [link]

(nota: gambar tiada kena mengena dgn post)

Ayat pembuka kata yg cliche bg blog post si pemerhati politik utp berkenaan pilihan raya kampus (prk) yg lepas seperti dibawah:

"pilihan raya kampus UTP (prk) dah berakhir, tahniah pada yg menang, yg kalah cuba lagi..."

bosan kan? ayat camtuh je dok ulang tiap tiap tahun, balik balik ayat camtuh jugak. LAGI BOSAN bile, 'puak-puak tu' jugak yg menang.
aku ade nak cite pengalaman aku. korang nak dengar tak? pengalaman ni dari pandangan aku. takpela, aku cite je.

mase MAS:
dulukan, mase MAS (Minggu Aluan Siswa). masuk UTP, siyes aku jakun tgk bro² MPP. segak bergaya. tapi aku dah lupe ar sme. yg aku ingat Nu'man dgn presdnt RM skang. mase tuh aku pandang tinggi MPP. kaw kaw nye tinggi.

"Deorang ni bertanding pilihan raye kot, mesti pilihanraya mpp meriah, ramai penyokong etc"

lepastuh malam-malam, ade ceramah kat masjid, dgn aktiviti smart group. abg mende ntah name die. korang nak tahu sape smart group skali ngan aku?
Boy cine, Nizam, Hatta, Matpih, Lang, bot, enzo dan beberapa lagi yg aku da lpe.

mase tuh aku tak nampak pn lagi pasal RM ni. aku heran gak, mane la dtg bro² smart group nih ,ade dekat 40 orang, deorang mpp gak ke? mase tuh aku rase mcm ye la, since aktiviti tuh buat time MAS.

mase foundy:
hari hari pegi kelas, kadang² brader smart group carik, sms dll. tapi kami boh-layan. sbb kami da pakat. taknak pg. ko tgk ar sape smart group ngan aku.hahahaha!. ade skali tuh, die ajak futsal. boy ngan nizam paling smangat. tp last2 aku ngan hatta je yg bangun. hampeh tol.tapi mase tuh, pilihanraya da dekat. aku cam excited la. sbb aku igt mmg meriah. lagipun mase tuh ade senior aku kat skolah dulu bertanding. so cam ade rase belong gak ah.

ade sehari tuh aku jmpe senior pompuan nih. semabng punye sembang, die pn sohla aku undi die. ngan kawan2 die. die cakap, yg laen th tak boleh pakai. aku pn, cam lagi semngat la nak mngundi. malam tuh, mase aku nk g kafe makan, tibe² aku nampak brader smart grup aku, tgh lepak dgn hatta, nizam ngan boy. aku pn pegi la. kami lepak², tanye khabar sme. pastu die pn encourage soh mengundi. bagus. so, sbb kami pn tak kenal sape yg nak dipilih, kami pn tanye la, mane yg patut kami pangkah. die pn ckp la sekian-sekian. die ckp deorang 5 nih bagus. dalam 5 orang tuh tak silap aku, ade foreigner sorang. aku tanye la, knpe kene undi foreigner nih? brader tuh cakap, nnti urusan dgn rector senang, sbb rector dengar cakap foreigner.

tgh malam tuh, kat bilik, tgh lepak-lepak. dtg lagi sorang brader nih, pakai baju melayu, lebai bagai sme siap.dtg bawal gule² dan mempromote rakan rakan deorang.mule2 die ckp utk sorang je. lepas th, tibe2 tambah sampai 5, termasuk foreigner tuh. aku cam oh, mmg kene undi. 3 orang dah soh aku undi deorang nih. mesti budak2 nih bagus.

tibe hari mengundi, deorang menang. lepas mengundi, senyap habis sme. tapi xpe ah, budak foundy kot, senior ade hal lagi penting. tapi mase time mengundi, ade skit je budak yg dtg, ramai dak, foundy ngan fes year. yang senior tak nampaaaak pn. ke deorang slot laen? pelik gak.

mase first year:
Aku nih gelot dok join event th, event nih. mule-mule aku join rakan exco-mpp. untuk publication and promotion. datang interview, rambut panjang sme. tapi last2 dapat. tiap meeting aku pegi. tp tak pernah pn dapat satu kerje. ade skali soh aku buat poster, aku dah hantar sme, tbe2 tak pernah nampak pn poster aku tergantung. aku pn mcm pelik. takpela, maybe aku nih baru fes year, deorang tak pandang sgt. so be it.

Lepas tuh, aku join mcm2 kelab dan event.event besar yg aku join adelah convofair.event mpp.skali dgn zahid.siyes do, mmg best. tp most of the time,bile ktorang tgk sekeliling, majority komitte adelah golongan 'puak-puak tuh'.even the hicom itself.tapi time tuh aku mmg pikir, sbb bdak bdak laen mmg tak join pn event2 camnih. sbb bg deorang, buat pe nak jadi budak-budak gelot tak tido siang malam demi sijil. at least 'puak-puak tuh' nak buat keje.time kerje, seronok gak la, ade member, deorang dgr gak pendapat aku, cme, kadang-kadang, idea aku kene neglect, sebab birokraasi orang atas la, itula, inila. mase aku balik bilik, aku ade la kenal sorang mamat nih. die buat keje leh la tahan, die tanye aku, ko dari convo ke? aku jawab la, aah. pastu aku igt die komite gak, sbb die dtg interview harituh, die senior btw, die pandang kat aku, die cakap, satu hari nnti kaw tau. aku mcm zzzzzzz. pehal lak mamat nih.

Lepas tuh aku join CG, bukan "Chinese Guy" dalam post lepas. ni Corporate Grooming, tapi jadi bekup cameraman je pn. but, the event was fun. even ko cameraman jemputan pn, deorang trime pandangan kaw. ye la, lgpn kerje ngan member-member. mesti ar seronok.

Aku pn pernah join komiti eupho.mase aku dtg interview, head aku nih junior. die tahu je aku ade pengalaman design stret die senyum.mase aku dtg meeting first, well, ade 3 orang melayu laen dalam department th. and, i must say, even aku jwatan kecik je, tapi die threat aku baik kaw kaw nye.yg penting, die dgr pandangan aku.

mase 2nd year nak naek 3rd year
Adelah mase utk prk. mase nih ramai kawan-kawan aku join. wah seronok gitu. mase penamaan calon, sme berjalan lancar. tapi aku sian kat piah. die dpt banyak gile bantahan. mcm biase, 'puak-puak tuh' mainkan peranan deorang. tapi bantahan pn takyah la over sgt, sampai rambut pn nak jadi issue. mase tuh ktorang yg pemerhati politik nih mcm, wtfisshhh. ape yg jadi mcm nih. fair fight skit. piah tak harm you guys pn. kenape nak buat personal attack. belom masuk gelanggang da ckp die tayang rambut, takleh masuk gelangang. haih.

Mase pembacaan manifesto. wow, 5 orang yg dari 'puak-puak tuh' sokongan nye ramai skalik. dgn maskot sme. mcm-mcm lagi. so bile pembacaan manifesto bukan maen lantang. dari yg ENGLISH TERABUR BILE PRESENT KAT DALAM KELAS, tibe-tibe dah jadi sperti obama (sbb karangan manifesto orang tolong, mcm obama yg ade SU). dan soalan ssh yg boleh dijawab dalam mase 3 saat, tanpa berfikir. saya bagi contoh:
time tuh ade 11 calon untuk 5 kerusi panas. tapi, calon, A,B,C,D dan E adalah disokong 'puak-puak tuh'. so bile time Q&A session. penyokong calon A tanye soalan kat calon C. penyokong calon C tanye soalan kat calon B and so forth. so dalam bahasa melayunye, soalan telah diplan. camtuh la. the constructed question.

mase intern
Dok bace blog orang je, pasal keadaan utp. dan smalam prk da berakhir. yeap, syndrome yg same, taktik yg same, puak yg same. takde yg berubah. pengundi yg berdaftar ramai je kat utp. tapi yg turun mengundi majority adelah, foundy, dan fes year. yg seprtimane kite tahu, ape yg telah jadi kat diri aku nih mase time foundy dulu. budak-budak senior takturun bhai, sebab, deorang rase mengundi nih cam buang mase. kalo turun pn, alih2 nnti 'puak-puak tuh' jgk yg menang. lgpn tak ramai sgt amek port pasal politik. so beginilah one sided game di utp. tak banyak berubah.ade pihak mahukan perubahan, but its hard to go againts the odds.

So far, inilah. cube korang ddk kat tempat aku. ko bayangkan, organisasi yg ko sanjung tinggi-tinggi mase ko tgh jadik budak ingus dulu, rupenye didalangi macam-macam bende.dan akhirnya ko jadi frust dgn kenyataan yg huduh. lol. tapi xpe ah. aku rase buat 10 tahun mase akan datang. bende ni akan ulang-ulang. sampai la revolusi betol-betol jadik. tapi, boleh jadik ke?

Aku rase, ramai je yg sependapat, tapi deorang buat tak heran, sbb tak nampak pn election ni bende yg penting kat deorang. kat UTP ade lg 75% student yg kaki bola, dota, gig, art, photo, mat moto, lepak, downloaders, hackers, clubbing dan stereotypers yang lain dan aku rase deorang pn sedar yg deorang tak sekepale dgn 'puak-puak tuh'. revolusi itu tidak mustahil, cume kalo cakap je (macam yg aku buat sekarang) mmg tak kemane. haha, ciao folks!

Case Study #1

2009-10-29T08:22:00.005+08:00

(Disklaimer: this post has nothing to do with stereotyping and racism)

as I'm going to have my morning sip yesterday, i met this two fellow co workers. one person is a Chinese guy, wearing slack and shirt who always took 2 fags in a row and have a pair of glasses. the other is a Malay guy, t shirts and jeans, once have used glasses but giving it up after a lasik operation and most of the time, he ask me for a fag. but he did bought me a box of 20s yesterday.
the Chinese guy = CG
the Malay guy = MG

(Note: their details have nothing to do with this post)

Background:
Both of them from the same department. Last Friday they have their department annual dinner at Hard Rock Hotel Penang. here is the [link]. I was not in the same department, FYI, my department will be having annual dinner at the same hotel this coming December.

(Note: the italicize phrase also have nothing to do with this post)

Starting Point:
They both said "what's up. man" to each other, typical conversation openers. and then the conversation started when MG ask CG "I wonder, is it the rainy season of the year"...

(Note: it has been a while since I've been at the lobby with MG sipping fags, trust me, that question is the same question he ask me every time he want to start a conversation)

CG just smile and then they were talking about their department dinner. when MG said the hotel was classy, bla bla bla and bla. Unfortunately, CG have a different opinion, he said that, on his view, the hotel looks like a USA cheap motel seen in the television.

(Hint! One easy example of the motel; the motel that rented by Earl and Randy Hickey from My Name Is Earl series [link])

and CG arguing about the overprice even though it looks cheap. and they both agrees that it was the brands that make the price jumps high.

Development Phase:
CG starting to tell his bad experience staying at another particular hotel, which was a 5 stars hotel, MG also have a stories of his own. They move from one hotel, to another. From the bed size, the size of balcony, the free stuff, the towel, the food and even about the hallway. One lead to another until CG said something about this particular hotel.

(Note: I already forgot the name, sorry)

CG said that, there are also prostitution service provided at that hotel, with the range of RM 500 - 600 per night. and it was called "escort service".

Climax:
They were laughing about it, I'm smiling of course, there were no opening for me to be included inside the conversation, and they were talking about big bucks hotel. I never been once to any of that before. the best way to camouflage; blend in the laugh and nod your head.

the laughing stop when CG mentioned this ugly truth:

Some professional women workers in China, i.e lawyers and etc, also involved in the prostitution business where they can make up to 20 grand per night.

after that MG was disturb with this question in his head:

"What is the different of a 20 grand prostitute with a 500 one? is it the looks? more boobs? service? if it a service, what kind of service that she'll give worth of 20k?"

that question leave white spaces into the conversation. and the pace becomes slower.

Dead end:
they agrees on that how the markets are. the price is possible to reach millions when demands still exist. Sometimes, rich people want to show their power and make it as a trophy, bla bla bla bla and whatnot. At the end, after CG finish his 2nd fag, we walk our own path to our cubical. MG passed by me and he was chuckling to himself.

"20 grand per night?"

so that conclude our 1st Case Study.

prepared by:
Dehaq, ciao folks!

Lima tahun dari sekarang (the making)

2009-10-13T22:35:00.003+08:00

I think I'm so gonna came out with that post, and keep it here in this blog database, so that, 5 years later I'll be reading it again and laugh about the stupidity. It will be some kind of time capsule in my own way.

so i think i should brainstorming on what to write, and do some drafting before publishing it. working life? love life? (cliche, cliche) family life? and what else? bla.. bla..

but, will this blog maintain it existence?. well, let just hope a good thing from it.

and i am planning to make a new template for this blog.
(Ceh, figura metafora pn tak siap-siap lagi)

I'm a half hearted person in everything. I want to be a photographer, designer, singer songwriter, writer, novel reader, web designer or even a futsal player. but it will always ended up in the middle. or Quarter. haha. its hard to be me. and i always envy those people who have the willingness to finish the thing that they started.
maybe thats why i'm undecided
"still searching for his trueself"

hurm..
btw this is my tumblr. just becareful, it might be hazardous to your health. haha!

i'm off for now. ciao folks!

the weight that was on my shoulder

2009-10-09T19:30:00.002+08:00

to be forgiven, we need to forgive others, and vice versa. well, i guess these few days i really learn a lot from that too. its not that i did not know about it. but sometime, we tend to forget. thats why, we need friends to reminds us about those thing. do ya get my point folks?

furthermore, i was burden with plenty of works at office recently. well, not burden actually, its more too the reluctance of a lazy dope to change his attitude. haha! i need to less the time spent with facebook, farmville, twitter, and gtalks in order to less the burden. well, Altera did pay me for the hours i spent there, and there's nothing as free lunch. Please forgive me for the unreplied IM's and comments.

and about BENDERA. well, it manages to make me giggles for few days. indonesian media really plays their cards well and create a community of narrow minded nasionalisme emotional freako. I dont want to elaborate more about it here. because if i start, it'll be longer than this or even longer than penanya's post. but what really makes me piss off is this. well, they really needed others help rather than us. baek nye bagi madu, tuba plak dicampak. okay stop. let us try not to be emotional and narrowed our mind. haha!

and readers as an announcement, paperme is back! for those who's around penang, kulim or SP tomorow (October 10th) try not to missed this. it is our first cameo after a long hiatus.

we will be here from noon till late.

and these are the two tshirt available, be the first to put your hands on it

i think i've done enough with this post. fuuuh~ ciao folks!

Fridays

2009-10-02T08:54:00.002+08:00

people, webs, and magazines around me, are making a fuss about the movie avatar. i don't know why. but it must be something since its a fuss. right? i feel like an alien right now, because I did not get the fuss. why are these ppl going crazy about those blue aliens? i need answers.

and to summarize this week, natural disasters are everywhere. named it. typhoon, quakes, tsunami, and icy rain in pahang. both poles are melting, and anti-Christ are on his way. its Armageddon era. but never mind, we're gonna die anyway. so lets be prepared (religiously, physically, and mentally) for it. Yeap, I'm harsh in this post but lets accept the fact.

have a splendid weekend guys. enjoys every bits of it while you can. ciao folks!

macam burung?

2009-09-30T22:45:00.006+08:00

Last week, on my way back home, my ear stumble upon this song, I'm like a bird by Nelly Furtado and my head flashes back all the memories through my first year as a hostel student back in 2001. 8 years baaaaack. i must say i cherish the year 2001 itself because it was the turning point of my life. Back before 2001, people around called me 'Hanis' and i'm a kid who always play safe with rule, primary bloke who would always be seen with book. you see, back then, my life would always be with tuition, school and books. by books i mean ACADEMICAL BOOKS FILLED WITH ACADEMIC CONTENT. there was no the butterfingers, guitar, games, arts, drawings or afro hair. at school people would see me as a plump with tucked shirts and "rambut skema". (okay peeps, its not something to be proud of). my only out of academic achievement is to join school team for "Pertandingan Kuiz Matematik peringkat PKG Telok Kechai". yeap unfortunately it was also for achademic course.

So enuf said, 2001, being a junior for all the ruthless, barbaric and violent senior (which is whom i turn out to be 4 years later. lol) i always played safe in everything. plays with the rule, and lay low and be unseen. and sometime, i would try to "kissing ass" some of them by this phrase

"Abang², saye nak pergi Ko Op (koperasi), ade sape² nak pesan?"

and then i would help them buy all those things.
OKAY KIDS DONT F*ING TRY TO DO THIS, BCUZ THIS IS F*ING MADDNESSSSSS. i think i was the only person in the school history who pulled it off. and it is weird. and YES, you may get some brilliant rep sheet with the senior, and they would try not to harass you since you are the one who would call jambu and stuff. but the hell with it. like i care, at least i played safe and not to be pick as a punching bag during nights.

Months later, there are cases where some form 1 students was questioned by the teachers and wardens about seniors ruthless agenda during nights. and i knew who and whom.unlucky me i was questioned back by the senior. And i leaked the info. (DUMBASS). I was like, so what? at least i have the seniors to backs me up.And as the result; that poor friends of mine got served with fresh big and muscly fist and kick the next day. the words travel fast. about a boy who leaked info about his own batch. and its me. life was never was the same again. everyday you have to faced all your classmates making faces to you, and not even dare to talk. i was the alien back there. but at dorm, i would be the only form 1 student allowed to their cubical. yeap talibarut kaw kaw. weeks after that incident, this thought came into my mind.

"senior would grad school at the end of this year, but i'll stuck with batch member for another 4 years"

that is when the menyesal tak sudah came in.

but it was 8 years back. back then when my nose is filled up with "hingos". in other words back then when i'm trying to find myself. LOL. it turns out well, and i did ask for forgiveness and learn from my mistakes. i quote "PENGALAMAN ADALAH GURU YANG GARANG" from bobo.

okay i think that would enough today.ciao folks!

sesi suai kenal dengan monyet monyet artik

2009-09-29T20:36:00.003+08:00

i got this from syadia and would be a good post for the week. sorry guys, lacks of new words.

using only song names from ONE ARTIST,
cleverly answer these questions.
try not to repeat a song title.
it's a lot harder than you think.

pick your artist:
Artic Monkeys

are you male or female:
Whatever people say I am

describe yourself:
Perhaps vampire is a bit strong but..

how do you feel about yourself:
D is for Dangerous

describe where you currently live:
You Probably Couldn't See for the Lights but You Were Staring

if you could go anywhere, where would you go:
Balaclava

your favourite form of transportation:
My Propeller

your best friend is:
Teddy Picker

your favourite colour is:
Red Light Indicates Doors Are Secured

what’s the weather like:
Crying Lightning

favourite time of day:
505

if your life was a TV show, what would it be called:
A Certain Romance

what is life to you:
When the Sun Goes Down

what is the best advice you have to give:
If You Were There, Beware

if you could change your name, what would it be:
Mardy Bum

your favorite food is:
Dangerous Animals

thought for the day:
Do Me a Favour

how I would like to die:
Only Ones Who Know

my soul’s present condition:
The Bad Thing

my motto:
Still Take You Home

Syawal 1430

2009-09-20T00:09:00.002+08:00

Esok pagi da gelot2 raya.
esok pagi jgk akan menjalankan rutin yg sama.
tapi utk kawan2 yg baca blog nih

KALO LEH MAI LA UMAH AKU.
ayah aku kemas kaw2 kot.
dia siap buat ayat camni tadi
"kalo kita kemas pn, sapa ja nak mai"
tapi sejak aku pindah mai aloq staq
dalam tahun ke 12 ni la kali pertama dia kemas kaw2.
tgk effort dia camna.

tapi xpa
ini bukan post mintak simpati
ni nak gurau2

selamat ari raya kawan2
lepas ni pakat letak gambaq raya dgn baju raya kat fb noo..
makan juadah raya tuh, igt kat orang blakang sama
jgn dok balun tak sedaq diri.
nnti pengsan aku tataw/
selain tuh, nak mintak maap la.
aku ni bnyk dok buat silap, maki orang
mintak halal makan minom skalik.
esok sapa tak bayaq zakat lagi, pi la bayaq.
bukan mahai pon.

sama2 la kita raya dgn berhemah,
sekian
terima kasih.

outro: post pelat negeri kedah, sempena raya,

Drama Dehaq.

2009-09-07T11:51:00.005+08:00

Its Monday again today. I spent the weekend at setiawangsa which was awesome. the "bukak posa" went very well. I would like to say thanks to all who was willing to join us for the night. you guys were great. It has been a while, since the last time we spent together. Each faces, makes me realize how i missed been at UTP; where i can have all my friend around me. where i can have all of you to make my nerve gets on my neck. where i can share the laugh when the jokes are applicapable. and most of all, where every lepak time doesn't cost me two way bus tickets worth RM 70 to KL. Haha.

And on this grumpy monday, it remarks the starts of the 15th week of my internship period. Next week, it'll be another halfway to go before i can call myself as a final year student. Note: Halfway. That would be a wise driving force when i woke up to work every morning after this.

This weekend, i might be seen at UTP, but lets not hope anything from it. MatPik manage to drag me for the school gathering "buka puasa" at Klang. So there will be a convoy, and i need to be at Tronoh by saturday morning as they planned. Or maybe i just follow those who came from penang itself. Car pool is much cheaper than the price of a ticket bus. But still got few days to decide so chill je.

Okey, i'm out of idea now. Ciao folks!

nasi goreng KAMPUNG

2009-09-01T12:41:00.005+08:00

Sometimes, the things that we ranted out the most is the thing that we'll be missed a lot when its not around.

Like me myself, i used to rant out how i dont like to be at my family home. 3 years ago, its hard to find Internet cafe and mamak stall to watch football during weekends. Most of all, it lacks of hangout friends. My days would be filled with tv shows, helping opah with cooking, and other house chores. While some of us, busy uploading their photo's taken from their "lepaking" moment with friends. I envied them who lives around KL, because they have friends around them to keep comforts, and if they felt that their day lacks of things to do, they could easily buzz each other to meet up. When it comes to semester break, i would always wish that it ends early. Now, that is why you would be seeing my face around UTP 2 weeks or even a month before the semester opens up the curtain.

But it has been 3 years now. Streamyx already installed at home. Whenever there's a derby match, Imran and Aziz would be the perfect spot and i got my brother to be a cheermate. Opah did taught me how to be a chef, and she would be glad to teach me how to cook a new dish. and Hey, I'm good with house chores too. It is still lacks of hangout friend, but i did learn how to make my siblings and cousins as the "hangout" friend, and, Mak and Ayah would be there too. Most of all, whenever i felt a bit down, mixed up and in need to be refresh, there's always a place called home. :) ciao!

hanyir hanyir.

2009-08-28T12:43:00.003+08:00

hari ni bukak puasa kat rumah

by "rumah" i mean aloq staq

esok sahur pn kat rumah

hapy hapy.

saya nak try kutip balik "the missed a lot" yg da lama tak jmpa

seperti dalam post lepas.

minggu ni xda yg best nak cita.

yg tak bes banyak, takpala, bulan posa, simpan ja.

taknak tambah dosa.

haha, ciao dan selamat bukak posa.

(it ryhme purfectly)

the missed a lot

2009-08-23T13:11:00.005+08:00

Ramadan comes again, its the 2nd day already. and i am in the new environment now. Lots of things have change since back then. and how i missed the previous and previous environment. life were packs of activities back then when it comes to Ramadan.

Bubur Lambuk.
Back when i was a kid. my mom would always ask me to go to the mosque, to collect bubur lambuk. and there i was around 4pm, cycling my bike carrying a plastic bag of it.

Mom's Ikan Keli Masak Pedas
this is my favourite sahur dish. the only thing that can make appetite opens up like a hungry lion during sahur. slurrppp.

Cooking show.
I think this might be a habit during Ramadan. Usually, while waiting for maghrib, i would kill about an hour or two to watch cooking show. why? because sometime it makes your mouth watery and nice fragrance from the kitchen would help i get through the day. a true story.

terawih or not too.
i'm not a two shoes goody. i did go to terawih back then, but not all the time of course. sometimes, i went to the CC. or sometime playing mercun. i did not lie, i did go to terawih first. its a white lie.

okay i'm out of idea now. I will continue this if i get it back. ciao!

20 weeks more

2009-08-21T10:49:00.002+08:00

i guess i need to write something. but idk what to write.

to summarize things up, last weekend i was at UTP. Meeting buddies and having a great time over there. then i caught a 39.7 degree fever and it was so awfull that i need 2 days MC. and yesterday i was at the beach for our company team building which were awesome.

while at the beach, my head was so overheated. and a thought came to me. that thought wants me to think that we as muslim must belives in qada' and qadar, our life journey is already written. so whatever happens have a "means" of it. "what" is something that we dont know, and to know it, we must take the path and experience it at the end. life is an adventure itself and it full of surprises. so take everything that happens as a junction that leads us to somewhere with something awaits us in the end.

then again that crap came out from an over cooked brain. haha. ciao!

outro: karaoke dalam kereta hijaz was fun. thank you guys!. :D

cerita dan masa? masa untuk bakat?

2009-08-14T11:04:00.004+08:00

I know its kind of to late. But its always a reason behind of it. Arwah did hell of a great job. If One Malaysia needs an icon, she's quite a catch. and he does her teaching, conveying ideas through her advert and movies. Okay i sounded like a TV reporter now...

I was thinking of writing this before, but in the same time, i think i should watch this missing piece before i start to write. and finally today, i manage to get a copy of it.
Yasmin Ahmad plays my emotion well through out the movie. happy and sad swinging back to back. It did opens up my mind and her teaching continues until the credits. IDK the right words to describe it. but i did tried. So watch it fot your own sake if you want to get the idea, and its already hits the cinema again now.

Yasmin Ahmad, this is a cliche. but you'll be remembered. your ideas and teaching will always be at the back of my mind. (the least that i can promise). Your death makes me realize how fragile a life is. But lucky you, you get to say things you wanted to say through your movie. So i do think that if we have something to say, we need to do that out loud, or the regret will haunts; A ramble to myself.

But seriously, I often thinks that your journey still far and now its clinging without an ending. I wonder who will continues the path you started. everythings needs an ending. same with this post, but i dont know how to properly end it. can i just let it hanging? Just like the way Yasmin Ahmad did. and how will you feel about it? comprende?

outro:
the 2cents of the day, it has been a while since the last lengthy post, and let us Al Fatihah for a while. Amin. (hey i did left the post hanging ryte? did i?)

week 11 weekend

2009-08-13T13:56:00.002+08:00

Yes I'll be seen around UTP this weekend.

and please, Im begging readers of this blog

If you ever bump into me this weekend

stop asking "Mcamana Intern? Kerja Okay?" kind of question.

because that has been getting on my nerve these days.

its not that i dont like my job.

but i dont like answering it.

my job is wonderfull here, and its fun.

i hate to describe it again

and again

and again.

and its the 11th week already.

i dont think that question valid anymore.

atleast try "dehaq, kaw nampak kurus" or "dehaq da kurus".

as an alternative and to open a conversation.

that would be a good one.

(teehehehe) ^^

cerious dan jmpa disana.

I've found this video interesting

2009-08-12T10:56:00.003+08:00

so i dont mind sharing

its one of the 2009 Cannes Lions winners!

http://work.canneslions.com/cyber/entry.cfm?entryid=12084

A simple short film about communication.

Created by Publicis Mojo and @RadicalMedia

Director: Patrick Hughes

http://www.patrickhughes.com.au

150ed

2009-08-10T19:41:00.001+08:00

toyed: ape ni, kate Sven, mane Godstrength?
aku: cooldown
toyed: nah aku pinjam kan refresher orb.
aku: muted. sigh.

It was fun last night to see Ballack smacked Evra in his face, and winning the game, but there's stil something clinging and makes my head worries a lot. My apartment elevator jammed and stuck, but its good to have a morning exercise going down using stairs. Traffic jams are not cool, but its cool and fun to see other people in ther car with "monday" faces. Xfresh was responsible to those school kids seen at gigs, but its a free country, every one deserve it. Its gonna be raining again today, and its not gonna be a sunny, hot and hectic day. hopefully....
now people, whistle to that chorus.

"always looks on a bright side of life"

hafal, hafal, hafal, hafal, hafal. ^^

tuah lelaki.

2009-08-07T14:36:00.002+08:00

My dad is a rockstar, i have other 2 male siblings and we made a band out of it. I got a cool house with pool in it. A studio, complete set. Cool daddy's friendssss who would come to be recorded in our first video clip.And 5 Hot Mama's to backs up our song.

who dont want that? its my childhood dream.

ugly, not beutiful

2009-08-04T10:32:00.001+08:00

mengeluh jab.

haih.

die sakit so kene beli baru.

2009-08-04T08:16:00.004+08:00

today i woke up and knowing the facts that it still tuesday, i am sleepy, plenty works to do, and my phone is not working. demmit why so sudden. Im so frustrated because buying a new phone was not in my future plan for atleast another year. This is where the goodness of having menabung as your hobby penyelesaian came in. grrrr. courtesy of hafiz, right now my hotlink sim able to breath, receive phone calls and sms. having a good lad helps me looking forward for another day. and the morning fills ups with fog everywhere at this island. idk whether its fog or haze. but it was kind of thicker than a normal day. okay time to work! ciao.

rawrrrr!

2009-08-03T10:24:00.010+08:00

As human, its normal to be attracted to neat, preety and beutiful things. And as a man, this proves that im not gay. haha.

photos cortesy of JAMD!

wiken

2009-07-31T17:04:00.003+08:00

Okay, hari ni Jumaat, and will be on my way back home tonight. finally after 9 weeks. I'm homed.

Furthermore, UTP pwnd by H1N1, it will be closed for a week. Congrate doods and beb. You should be thnkfull for the 80 ppls. Maybe could plan a thank you party for them, if they survive of course. heh. ^^

And thankyou Emilia for lunch. Indeed it was so pedas. but well, melayu kot!. haha. btw LDR for the win! rileks jgn tension².

for xteremers 0105, aku try dptkan cuti utk motivation camp tuh. Zaki, aku bukan carik alasan. harap ko faham. Kondisi aku cam kureng. heh.

ciao!

list mainan

2009-07-29T21:13:00.003+08:00

"I'm gonna get a driving license, be a hopeless guy in romance, buy a yellow Yugo, plays for a gay band as guitarist and nailed a Jewish girl inside her father's recording studio before left a gig to the sub station."

okay, that was Nick, not me.

I will survive as myself. :D

bebel intern #1

2009-07-29T10:47:00.002+08:00

I am already in the third month here. One thing for sure is i did learn lots of stuff. and its good to share la. When you are in your internship, you'll learn on bedikari. because the boss always told you to do this and that without telling you "how". "How" is something that you must face and find it by yourself. you'll get really satisfy with your work when you discover the "how". so... this is my 2cents for today. time kasey buang mase!.

tasaday

2009-07-27T08:05:00.002+08:00

why some people hate monday? because, its the day after sunday, the weekends. I'd say it was unlucky to monday to be placed there. and i bet, if it was not monday, but friday, tuesday or a new day called tasaday, then monday will not be hated.poor monday.

and its monday again today. hurm...

2009-07-22T15:08:00.001+08:00

this blog will be having a major construction.

sorry for the inconvenience

rase mcm nak tulis panjang²

2009-07-21T09:17:00.002+08:00

panjaaaaanggggggggggggggg

okey cukup panjang tak?

"twitter kills my blog"

faham tak? aku mule2 mcm tak caye gak, tp skang aku da sedar yang

"twitter kills my blog"

blog bukan mcm twitter, nak kite hadkan ape yg kite nak tulis dalam 160 karektor, tp blog ni tmpt orang nak tulis panjang2, sampai orang laen taknak bace sbb banyak sgt tulisan. haha. bajet minimalistik ke sial tulis pendek2. tapi aku da insap da skang. and this

"twitter kills my blog"

will never happens agains. tapikan, aku ni bukan jenis tulis panjang². aku lebih prefer concise and point to point information. kalo aku tulis panjang², nanti aku jadik malaaaassss naak updaaaateee beeeloogggggg. then how? should i just let

"twitter kills my blog"

okey, aku rase aku akan tulis je ape yg aku rase nak tulis dan tak perlu ikot cakap orang. macam post ni.

sekian.

murderer? killer?

2009-07-19T22:30:00.002+08:00

"twitter kills my blog" - flisterz
and right now i am killing my blog

In the near future, i want readers to expect this:
It is possible for me to stop writing

Blog not found

Sorry, the blog you were looking for does not exist. However, the name dehaq is available to register!

and someday, that extract will answer when you click my link.
have a great day folks!

lyssemma

2009-07-17T08:45:00.005+08:00

demmit, serupa

owh emma watson

i wish i could see you naked.

hahahahahaha

okey that was really a joke, trust me.

rerama died

2009-07-16T19:00:00.002+08:00

sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeettttt!!!!
wasn't so bad pn
chit chat stuff
and get to see Ms Savitha get juggled up with loads of info
credit to alex. haha :D
thank you to joyce, alex, julia and martin
if it was not because of you guys
who did really well to kipas us in front of Savita
tehehehe
but still, the anxious will be there when it comes to first time
it was not my fault to get nervous
but, 1st visit was a past
hairy pottah, beach and bon odori
will fills in the weekend slot
its the 7th week so far
penang is sweeeeeeetttttttttt too!.

rerama

2009-07-15T15:30:00.002+08:00

esok 1st visit.

dan saya akan bela rama² yg banyak dalam perot sampai esok

and how will i feed them?

littlest thing

2009-07-14T08:58:00.002+08:00

Thank you

din KEKEK sampet ZOOL kamil BETEL mamu PEDOL poe BIJAN ijat AKMAL shelter TBUN electricity PICK ME UP ali bistro sheesha MEGI GORENG THAI mamu wasted RESULT SAKS boy cine! again IN THE SAME BOAT dota WINNING STREAK mcd lunch coupon SYURGA CINTA baby birthday party FREE DINNER BY UDIN tbun DOTA AGAIN kino n ary n awe JOE's CAR ehsan sleep over ENZO TOO nz and sheesha FREE HOUSE HOLD LUNCH free bath TICKET PURCHASING ice age 3 PET SHOP? carls jr birthday song FREE POPCORN danny xfactor 10 MEN SEATS parking maze KEKEK THE KL CITY BOY rempit to rampai WAHAB'S, THE BEST CENDOL IN TOWN apit n ehsan show down WAN ADJ 53 once at hbo BETEL & IJAT excited WAKES UP FOR WORK not me but them LEFT ALONE anep the saviour FAREED WITH DIN mid valley LUNCH WITH ZAHID N KHAI smart son, smart art THE CURVE one utama ou ESAH TOO burger king ADIB TOO lepak like bitch PHYSICAL tak update KLUANG STATION dinner tak sedap PINAT N AINI zahid tie maker ACAI'S CRIB luxurious kaw² HENTIAN DUTA free hug ANEP N ZAHID buddies kaw²

wooden plank behind the house

2009-07-11T17:55:00.003+08:00

again i fulfilled my responsible as a "c" collectors.
sorry mom, at least I've tried.
the "a" and "b" just cant get along enough with me.

and again, cheers up! I'm not gonna limiting myself because of it.
and so do you... be quick swimming back to the shores!

ramai yg tanye

2009-07-10T12:25:00.002+08:00

korang nk bg birthday present kat aku ke?

bende² ni aku takde lg:

watch.

mp3 player, xyah ipod.

bangles.

new flip flop.

headphone utk laptop dell, kalo leh nak kaler ijau gak.

surprise me

thank you bery much.

hehehe :D

a change memorium

2009-07-08T21:23:00.003+08:00

"you change your mind, just like a girl changes clothes"
katy perry

even a girl sing that song,
she potrays
how easily women change cloth.
no offence girl, im not a sexist.
hahaha

i was on my way back home from office
traffic jam is not cool and so mainstream
#$%%#@%##$!!!!!

the radio were talking about MJ memorial last night
and some were crying

why now dudes and babes,
why now cry babies
why now tv satellite
why now fly fm,
why now E!
why now bloggers,
why now dehaq.
ehem ehem :D
why now duuuuh.

well maybe that makes us a human though.
its a lesson to learn
menghargai semua orang semasa mereka masih hidup!
including mak ayah.

"I'm Starting With The Man In The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change His Ways"
MJ, Man In The Mirror

sarkas m

2009-07-08T09:56:00.002+08:00

agak down lepas bace blog tersebot.

life is unfair

i thougt i was less loser

but turns out i sucks better than beliau.

grrrr

pity me.

btw tahniah la pada yg berkenaan.

(this whole post is a sarcasm)

taknak letak tajuk, boleh? 2

2009-07-07T08:18:00.002+08:00

its today

legalisme at 21st

tak nak join the crowd?

haha

thank you all!

taknak letak tajuk, boleh?

2009-07-06T10:20:00.003+08:00

haah, esok.

totally.

what?

2009-07-01T08:26:00.003+08:00

a woman came to me

high heels, halter tops, and long straight hair.

and she asked

"who are you?"

i quickly answer it

"i'm a man with fancy tshirt, washout denims and flip flop"

before i walk off

i dreamt about it last night.

faggot

2009-06-30T09:32:00.002+08:00

yep thats me.

i woke up and came to the office early today.

and then spent my breakfast slot to watch korean drama here

until i was crying

--------------------------------------

dont blame me, it was a sad story.

kimak, aku betol² da jadi mcm perempuan sekarang.

and i missed breakfast.

outro: teringat mase nanges same² dgn adib sebab tgk drama korea jgk.

pychq

2009-06-26T16:53:00.003+08:00

today MJ died

YAY!

haha

today dpt paycheque juga

bersejarah,

hari MJ mati, saya dpt rahmat.

i'm going againts the odd.

so weaklings, pergi la meratap.

dan emily, thank you KFC

lepas ni kalo nk mintak tolong ngan blog moe

jgn segan tanye

mane tahu dpat kfc free lg. :D

mari buat checklist untuk beli barang dgn 1st paycheque

1st paycheque ni sgt sacred kot.

today will be remembered.

do you remember what did you do with your first paycheque?

2009-06-25T10:21:00.001+08:00

AAAAaaAAAAAAAAA

thank you for reading!

weekend crush 1

2009-06-22T08:32:00.003+08:00

it has been a sleepy weekend. I have succesfully waste my 48 hours mostly

with

sleeping and "my name is earl"

and in the season 3, this girl appeared.

awwwwww

alyssa milano

saya ada crush dgn beliau

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

(sambil air liur meleleh-leleh)

taken from

Jumaat and stuff

2009-06-19T09:05:00.003+08:00

There's a bit of rombakan in technical publication

and i am included

will be moving in a "new" department

named Intelectual Properties

but still carries out tech pub task

i was expected to moved my cubical by today

but it was like since wednesday i've planned to moved

but i'm still here

Altera is giving off a half day

and there's a team building waiting this evening

to buil a boat using recycled material

before rows it accross a pool

and its FRIDAY demmit

the weekend is here.

but idk why i feel sleepy

and with lack of funds

maybe sleep is a consideration

the fun must wait.

collective

2009-06-17T09:44:00.004+08:00

these personnel have been quite inspiring in this few day

they keep me busy with all those geek stuff

the wishlist:

i wish i can be like them

AMEN

Bo. - Cheers 2007

mabuk

2009-06-16T14:02:00.003+08:00

aku tgh

xde keje

pastu aku

bosan

bosan kan post ni

mcm keadaan aku skang

haih.

tp aku nak duit.

mane MARA ketika aku perlukan ia

fahamilah, kami nak duit.

mummble mummble

blurhsssssshhshshaklshoiashfuefiowe

kalo aku dpt duit

mule2 skali aku nk g kfc

makan ayam fiery crunch

lepas tu nak g bli kasut

lepas tuh aku nak bli jam dan banggles

lepas tu aku nak buat picnic kat feringghi

lepas tu nak tgk wayang kaw2

pastu nak lepak kaw2

pastu.......

Mohd Nor Hanif B Kasah

2009-06-11T17:16:00.003+08:00

walaupun kaw xbalas sms aku

walaupun kaw xangkat phonecall aku

walaupun naza n adib akan hamun aku gay dgn post ni

walaupun kaw sendrik pn akan hamun aku gay

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

ANEP

PANDA

muaaawhhhhhh~

anda sudah legal, da boley pg club.

TAHNIAH

pekan lama

2009-06-11T10:56:00.003+08:00

since last week, i've been craving for this

ice pecah² kacang hazel pekan lama

aka

Old Town, Hazelnut Ice Blended.

sgt sedap

seriously

SEDAAAAAAPPPPPP

wtf

aku tulis macam seorang perempuan

weekend ni aku rase nak lepak ngan ijaz, hood dan topek, serta acap bunc.

sila baca post ni.

da bace, sile sms aku.

naza kimak, asal 11hb ko sampai sini

awal ar sket.

aku da tak sabar nak linggem adib dpn kaw.

el nino september nih

(sile rujuk media massa)

so,

SANGAT NASIB BAIK AKU TAKDE KAT UTP

takbley bayang el nino di utp.

xde el nino pn da panas

(bersabar tronoh peeps)

readers, right now, saya sedang settle down dgn sungguh2 di penang.

datang penang roger. tp kalo nak paw sorry,

duit takde.

week 1

2009-06-05T07:53:00.002+08:00

yeah i know i dont have to

or should to

write a report about the first week inside this blog

but ALTERA is f**king awesome!

2nd June

2009-06-03T08:24:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Mom!

i wish you a splendid 49th year to live in.

comforts

2009-06-01T14:55:00.005+08:00

jeans

round necks

nintendo wii

foosball

cool n frenly peeps

flexible rest hours

RM50 for a new shoes (claimable)

leisure environment

the "you dont need to cut your hair, seriously"

i predict months of memorable moment

thank GOD, for the mercy

I'm happy.

(for now)

and i missed you guys.

I wish we could share all of those.

what a missed to reject the altera offer

hehehe

outro: baek naza, altera buat aku tak reput.

a new chapter

2009-05-29T00:26:00.005+08:00

bye2 alor setar.
hello penang.
kimak aku tido sorang2 lam umah sewe malam ni
xleh accept
grrrr.
fit, gad, syah, apis. cepat dtg!
seblom aku mereput kat situ.

sgt dull, takde warna warni langsung, jgn bosan sudah
and it cost me my hair
grrrrr
O God, be merciful to me
amen

adrenaline and glucose

2009-05-27T23:46:00.004+08:00

anxious
semua benda.
berkecamuk like shit.
campur2 macam rojak.
rojak singapore.
i need my MD right now.

what a catch. donnie

2009-05-25T09:23:00.008+08:00

the spot where lots of ideas were born

goodbye folks, what a day!

tribute to anep

"aku mmg akan susahkan kaw sampai bila2"
"anep kot, never leaves a bro's behind"

what played in the room, stayed in the room. haha :D

outro: thanx moi, setahun lg ya! :)

jagged distortion, essence of metaphore.

2009-05-21T10:41:00.003+08:00

THURSDAY
the day to recap

FRIDAY
the day of a favorite subject

SATURDAY
the day of "I'll see you another day"

SUNDAY
the day, the day.

3 years to remember

2009-05-17T00:42:00.013+08:00

Aizat - I Go.
(lagu tema)

it has been hell of a 3 years.
thank you
for the ears, eyes, nose, mouth, brain, hands and feet
sorry
for the kick, punch, bad mouth, wrong ideas
good luck
for the unforeseen circumstances

let the picture do the talking

angels and demon

2009-05-14T16:19:00.003+08:00

4 hari neraka dah berakhir
diana wong, cellular, cypher text dan absorption budgeted costing
da lepas semua tuh
persetankan damage yg akan berlaku nnti
"gi mampos, aku lg cuak nak intern"
da malas nak layan.
dan sekarang bermula 7 hari syurga.
dota? movie? penang? bukit merah? cendol? aeskrim?
haha..

takperlu tunggu esok.

2009-05-09T20:49:00.003+08:00

hari ni saya berjaya solved sendirik rubiks
(cubriks, lg style la that word)
selepas 15 thn
terasa sgt nub. haha

dan untuk
MAK
sebenarnye tak perlu tunggu esok pn
sepatutnye hari2 je
tapi takpela, i blame the crowd for this
SELAMAT HARI MAK
MAK ttp MAK
bukan OPAH
bkn AYAH
bkn TOK
tp mmg MAK, MAK TAM dan Cik MAS

walaupun along jarang call
walaupun along call bile nak mintak duit je
(tehehehehe)
walaupun along jarang balek rumah
walaupun along malas
walaupun along pandai
walaupun along along"ing" slalu bile kat rumah
along ttp sayang MAK

happy mothers day
moga panjang umur, dimurahkan rezeki dan dinaikkan pangkat (ehem, ehem)

(owh seriously dengan harapan mak akan bukak dan bace blog nih esok)
walaupun tahu mcm mustahil. heh.

nak tanya nih..

2009-05-08T20:18:00.002+08:00

"To produce technically qualified well-rounded ICT Technologies with the potential to become leaders of industry and the nation."

dipetik dari

what that have to do with final exams?

hurmmmm....

seriously gambar ini tiada kaitan langsung

malam sejuk dan saya jadi begitu cold (kejam)

2009-05-05T01:07:00.004+08:00

hujan bawa bise pade urat2 kaki aku
aihhhh, cepat la pulih. saya mahu futsal.
dan pagi2 td, dah ade post baru dari boy

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sile bayangkan ape yg saya carut dalam ruang2 kosong di atas..

gagal jmpe ikatan dan kemistry semasa gath?
mungkin cara anda nak cari tuh salah. duduk diam dan harapkan attention orang. itu bukan cara betol.

meninggalkan majlis sebelum ambil gambar?
ye ke. sorry la, xsedar.

dissapointment dgn girls?
anda agak sexist di sini. apa yg anda dissapoint sebenarnya? mereka xhiraukan anda?

ciri2 the other half?
bagus, xslah nak ada impian

deleted and blocked gtalk n ym?
tak mahu cakap apa2. respon saya adelah mahu anda jadi matang dalam buat keputusan

wanted for the profits of assignmentts and projects?
betolke? jgn jadi judgemental.

owh sgt buang masa dgn post2 begini. dan mungkin peminat2 blog boy akan hamun aku kerana merespon sedemikian rupa. tp atleast. saya cuba bagi cerita dari pihak lain. betol cakap kawan2 lain. nak kene ade orang yg come clean dgn kaw baru kaw nak sedar. sesungguhnya kaw sorang je yg pk bende2 camnih. orang laen tak pun. perasan melebihi perkara sebenar?

sile dan mari jadi matang dan grow up!

outro: ini attention yg saya berikan pada anda boy. cukup x? :D

pantai dan sebagainya

2009-05-04T06:47:00.007+08:00

the mars people

the venus people

here we go

dinner!

lelaki kesunyian yg cuba membasahkan seluar beliau

akhirnya terlangsungla gathering tersebot
I WAS HAVING SO MUCH FUN
thank you and splendid
to the working commitees
and those who attends
see you in 8 months
(of kos start dari JUNE)
when i look back throgh the pictures
somehow terase nak patah balek belakang
thanx to all
and sorry for the scene
maaf ya!

when it comes to goodbye, everything looks grey
:D

thank you mizah, saya curi gambar2 anda :D

do's and dont's

2009-05-02T03:07:00.003+08:00

it is july 06 gathering

what to do'ssss
tshirt and pants
flip flop or sandals only
extra tshirt and pants
prepare for worse case scenario
futsall ball
camera with full batteries
charge ur phone battery
acceptance and open heart
make new friends
smile
be friendly
full car tank (oil)
happiness

what to dont's
bikini
bad moodness
emoness
egoness
assignments and projects
new dress
high heels
bf and gf from other course
friends from other course
friend who still do not pay (hahaha)
outside food
lunch and breakfast (there will be too much food provided)

hope y'all will have lots o fun! c ya there

aswad yg ckp (tribute to aswad)

2009-04-30T20:59:00.002+08:00

ddk sorang2 dalam bilek
rumet tade pegi v3
housmates tade pegi berseronok
levelmate tade pegi kelas sebelum lepas ni pg berseronok jugak,
oh adidas campus saiz 9, kenapa kaw jgk yg nak makan tuan hari ni.
mengadap kaki bengkak, dan semakin bengkak
guitar yg da semakin malas nak bunyi,
minyak angin,
laptop,
dan kucari kacir yg ade atas meja
ye bilik ni mmg tak kemas, tapi bkn semak samun.
lapar dow (lapar standard aku)

"dehaq yg SEPI.."
..aswad yg cakap
tbe2 sampai sini dan carik topek
sekarang baru aku rase cmane hidup takde member.

dehaq pathetic.
mmg, definitely, gemuk yg pathetic

outro: kalau aku ade kamera sekrang, mesti akan ade gambar kaki aku yg bengkak dalam post nih.

this is to overated

2009-04-30T13:20:00.002+08:00

finalyy, January 2009 is over
no more events
no more faisal ali
no more linux
no more diana wong
no more drama class
no more freaking class at 8 am'sssss
the semester now over.
welcome internship!

outro: can we just press forward button?

bagi yang...

2009-04-27T02:36:00.007+08:00

"bonding"
saya rasa perkataan itu digunakan berleluasa untuk mempromote gathering IT IS july 06

di sini, saya dengan rasminya menjemput rakan2 secourse untuk join
sedikit hampa bila diberitahu hanya 90++ je orang yg akan datang.
sedangkan yg berdaftar ngan utp dalam list kami ada 215
sshkan nak jemput orang. ssh, kenape?

bagi yg dah join
aku terima kasey banyak2 kat korang. sorry la kalo sshkan, dan ade yg tak puas hati or such. tp aku bangge ngan korang, sbb sanggup nak join gak. sbb korang hargai ape yg kawan2 kite buat.

bagi yg rasa fobia dengan dinner lepas
sesungguhnya kalau dinner itu satu yg GAGAL. mmg salah aku, aku mintak maap. masa tuh budak2 lagi. tapi aku belajar dari silap tuh. beri ruang untuk improvement. dan inilah ruangnye.

bagi yg tak ade duit
seriously kiteorang organizer akan dulukan duit kiteorang. tp sebelum isnin petang ni la. cme nak konfermkan sape yg nak je. haih, 90 orang dari 215. mane lagi 125 orang? xnak ke?

bagi yg rase mahal
60 ringgit tuh, makan+security+apartment+games+hotel 4.5 star+bonding , mmg la mahal. instead kalo buat dalam utp lagi mahal. knp lagi mahal? sewa tent lg, wiring lg, power supply lg, pastu kene ade proposal, mane sempat kalo last minit. lagipun, kiteorang da buat survey. maaf la kalo yg tak sempat ambil survey tuh. tp mmg survey buat dalam kelas.so kiteorang ikot kate survey. lgpn kalo tak, sorang kene bayar 80, tapi ktorang da kurangkan 60, sbb tolak baki dinner lepas yg masih ade.

bagi yg ade EGO
haih EGO brats sekalean.
GROW UP SEBELOM AKU SEP*K KEPALE KORANG SEKO2.
kalo benci aku pn, at least join for the sake of others.kasihan komiti yg sanggup buang mase buat keje. member2 korang gak.

bagi yg ade prinsip
kalau itu mmg prinsip yg dipegang dan anda mahu untuk teros berpegang pada prinsip itu, terpulang, tiada paksaan. prinsip milik individu.

bagi yg bekerja keras
dely, nola, supi, dyla, bali, khael dan beberapa orang yg laen. aku tabik spring. sbb korang sanggup nak organize dalam mase last minit. korang buat keje nih pn x dibayar gaji. mase terbuang dan sebagainye. korang pn dari group2 yg berlainan. korang ade geng2 sendrik dan bukan dalam satu grup. itu yg berbeza dari yg lepas.

bagi yg masih tgh pikir alasan untuk tak nak pg
stop what are you doing right now dan teros kontek aku, dely, nola, supi, dyla, khael atau bali. ktorang nak tick name korang kat listname yg nak join.

bagi yg ade event laen
xpela, nak buat macam mane. aku pn tak nak pakse, korang ade komitmen laen. lgpn date tukar last minit. so aku mintak maap bg pihak organizer sebab buat time tuh dan tak bagitahu awal2. sory eh! sorry gile.

bagi yg terase pedas dan nak hamun aku lam komen untuk post nih.
plis jgn gne anynomous, letak name pnoh, nnti aku carik kaw kite berbual panjang. okay?

membebel2

2009-04-13T19:49:00.002+08:00

minggu ini saya
mati
kelas, tests, assignments, projects
dan
TEC

wasiat ada dalam laptop saya ya!

outro: jemput2 dtg TEC (terpaksa walau hati tahu takmahu)

2 hari

2009-04-05T01:43:00.005+08:00

mane kunci kete aku nih
takde - takde, tuh kunci nizam
topek pinjam kete
kat bilik zai
haih topek, hari ahad nih takde open table ke?
hud da jumpe kunci spare
aku rasa aku missplace la kunci aku
kaw gelut sgt semalam
anep jom pegi block 15
makcik, ade nampak kunci tak?
xde la, makcik tak jumpe mase bersihkan semalam
ni mesti sebab aku banyak kutuk shalabi nih
kat rumah xde kunci spare?
mahu aku kene hamun dgn bapak aku
malam nih pegi pizza hut?
jom pegi vote kat main hall
bagitahu kat tank ngan seyn
tank ngan seyn nk pg mane ntah
anep, aku nak tido jap
kite nih macamane? sape yg boleh bawak
zahid? adib?
hud pi mana?
on the way balek
xjadi pizza, vanggay kot.
anep bangon. babi ar anep. bangon
anep pg tgk bola?
shhht. jgn, nanti kantoi
kunci aku nih p mana la
oi dehaq, jgn ikot tangga blah sana
wtf, cross country ke?
dehaq ang mai dok depan
kita p mana nih?
folow je kete apek
asal bdak2 apek nih maen high beam?
berhenti sini ke?
salim ape yg best huh?
aku da tak minat MU, aku liverpool skang
apek da tahu belum?
haih, mana la aku nya kunci
sat ni singgah 7e? nak bli rokok
eh, spot rim mcm keta topek
kite buat2 tak tahu
apek pinjam duit, nak bli capri sonne
eh, mcmana keta topek ada kat sini
tak pa2 kita tunggu ja
dapat sorang pn jadi la
tadi dalam 7e aku tak nampak budak utp laen
takpa, kita tunggu
hangpa nak balek, balek la dulu
ajak, keta topek kat 7e, bawak budak skali
kalau sebulan kat sini, sebulan gak aku tunggu
jap aku nk g tanye abang 7e

"happy birthday topek!"

post earth hour

2009-03-29T11:15:00.002+08:00

earth hour!
but its raining outside
instead!
we have an after party
bakar ulat bulu dgn lilin
busking mcm orang weng
bersajak
card yg tak sempat dimainkan (maaf)
makan junkfood
minom pepsi
merokok sambil sembunyikan asap (pak gad mcb)
bernyanyi
terima kasih yang datang ya!
8 orang yg selain saya

ahuh. 9 orang je yg ade, hahaha

tujuh

2009-03-28T15:23:00.003+08:00

SEVEN POUNDS
i was really moved by that movie
its has been a while since i felt this way

euwww... haha :D

pre sejam hari bumi

2009-03-28T03:13:00.002+08:00

saya stalk, stalker saya.
how?
rahsia!

dan esok earth hour day!

tak dapat join? maaf, anda di golongan yg rugi! mcm adib. (adeeeep)

intipati sifar

2009-03-26T11:16:00.003+08:00

".....Ombak yang berkejar-kejaran masih menyanyikan irama deburnya bila bertemu pantai.Di sana kedua-duanya berpadu lalu ombak pecah menjadi buih buih halus yang memutih dan menghilangkan tatkala mendatar....."

"....Angin malam berhembus lembut. Menyegarkan tubuh gadis yang dibaluti pakaian cantik. Bibirnya mengukir senyuman, menyaksikan keindahan malam yang penuh warna warni.Di dada langit, warna jingga kemerah-merahan masih samar-samar kelihatan menandakan tirai malam baru sahaja berlabuh. Cuaca cukup baik dengan bintang berkelipan...."

itu adalah ekstrak dari 2 novel melayu. biasanya boleh didapati di bab pertama, jika anda bertuah, boleh didapati di setiap pemulaan bab. pathetic bukan?

outro: sebab itulah saya tak suka membaca.

toyota wish

2009-03-25T10:32:00.002+08:00

i wish i was born rich
i wish i was handsome
i wish i have a pretty voice
i wish i have a dslr
i wish i have a car
i wish i am charming
i wish i have an easy life
i wish i have a better brain
i wish i have a talent in music
i wish i am a better family man
i wish i can have all my wishes came through

and i wish i can go back and forth through times
so i can rewrite things that I've ruined

wish full, commoner, brat!

outro: thankful to God for this life, my family, the brain and frens

music fed

2009-03-23T22:37:00.002+08:00

what is music to me?

simple, it can be compared with foods!

mainstream
just like eating rice, makanan ruji!

jazz
macaronni cheese, sedap tp lama2 muak.

indie
rice porridge? tak selalu dapat.

oldies
anyone suke ulam-ulaman?

metal
sambal belacan, pedas, tapi sedap

post rock
sushi, eksotik tapi layan.

rock
cigarette! (yes it is considered as food) :D

instrumental
salad sayur dan buahan. makanan sehat!

trash
junkfood. kejap je da abes makan. xde khasiat.

acoustic
cookies! crunchy! munch munch.

british indie
fish and chips!

musik bg anda? bgaimana?

outro: saya laper...

komoner

2009-03-22T17:50:00.005+08:00

anda regular customer of F.O.S dan bundle?
anda tahu harga barang dapur?
cemburu dgn rakan anda yg memandu kereta sendri?
anda sanggup beratur berjam jam untuk sekilo santan pada musim perayaan?
pengangkutan awam sebagai satu jalan penyelesaian?
pendapatan sekadar cukup makan?
gemar menghabis masa di tempat mahal tanpa mengeluarkan duit?
sanggup berpeluh dan berhujan demi free stuff! free stuff!
bergantung pada perskripsi dari hospital kerajaan?
sanggup bekerja hanya kerna ingin mendapatkan duit enjoy?

i'm a commoner
and i'm lovin it!

keros

2009-03-21T08:46:00.004+08:00

Happy Hols folks!
balek la dulu. aku nyusul kemudian!

kames

2009-03-19T14:38:00.004+08:00

hari ni hari kames

hari ini saya sukses sbg seorang
loser!

dengan sukses rate sebanyak
99%

owh management accaounting, kenapa aku
MALAS STUDY

dan malam ini aku bakal
terbunuh

kekek, makwan dan joe pn akan
turut serta

haih!
multimedia system..

internship?
sorang2 dapat placement 2,3 hari nih. dan obviousnya aku belum dapat lg.

kenapa?
sbb saya moron. dan dumbass

outro: maaf, keluhan masih lg menjadi topik berbual di sini. (sy prnh jnji berubah)

membebel 1

2009-03-10T23:05:00.002+08:00

kebanyakan orang, sering guna kata-kata dan ayat-ayat seperti berikot:

"tak ada rezeki"
"belum tentunya lagi"
"ada hikmahnya"
"ujian dari tuhan"
"datang dan pergi"
"kesakitan itu mencuci dosa"

bila ada yg tidak dicapai atau musibah melanda sebagai simbolik untuk tidak memutuskan harapan. tp, x ramai yg fikir untuk guna ayat begini:

"dosa lampau"
"balasan tuhan"
"tidak berezeki"

tersurat dan tersirat. ligatkan pusingan kepala anda utk memahamkannya!

outro: terlampau berharap, sgt gelut.

of course the course mate (extended version)

2009-03-07T22:35:00.002+08:00

all newcomer

the always a black thirst = hafiz
the tech geek = din
the trio = aini, mezi, erin
the 5 serangkai = dkny, fye, nad, ria, esya
the sixplets = dali, anis, pishu, nisah, fifi, ayu
the couple = kino & opie
the amoi = pinat
the dwarf = betel
the linux guy = pokjat
the buat pandai = razi
the always with the Chinese group = alip bah
the projector guy = khabir
the Vietnamese gangster = bach
the keyboardist = linchat
the definition of beauty and hotness = maria

majlis yg diamanahkan kepada rakyat (pro melayu)

2009-03-03T15:53:00.003+08:00

elaun da masuk

ELAUN DA MASUK

EEELAAAUUNNNN DA MASUUUKKKKKKKK

allowance is here

time to get rid of it.

MARA, i love you

my adrenaline rushes no more

outro: yey, aeskrem! aeskrem!

its monday

2009-03-03T01:03:00.002+08:00

the famous about today

striving for the MS test
last for 1 and 1/2 hour for NS class
kekek and makwan the new study companion
kekek the new roomate after the intership ( no offence toyed )
DC portfolio == finish!
NS and WT tests 1 will be a take a home test ( i'm loving this )
Pouring rain as i'm walking from the class

the infamous about today

LAN SUCKS at 12 midnight till 45 minits later
WIFI SUCKS at 12 midnight till 45 minits later
PREPAID EXPAIRED at 12 midnight onwards
DC++ SUCKS at 12 midnight onwards
the guitar is minus 3 strings 0___0
tuesday class starts at 8 am

i hate mondays. hate mondays. and not literally

outro: nak aeskrem..

of course the course mate

2009-02-27T13:32:00.003+08:00

the do gooder = kekek
the most hustler = makwan
the "art is everywhere" = fithree aka melongray
the "tolong saenkan aku" = kamil
the "i knew the answer and i must answer" = boy
the "hak hak hak" loudly = poe
the well rounded = sampet
the most pancing = ehsan
the duo = azik & bot
the politics = bijen
the sarcasm = zool
the always was not here = akmal
the duke = alip duke
the casanova = van
the metro = kaleb
the shud be around us and not belong to them = patom
the better english per say = khael
the metal and screamo = teng
the coolest among them = me.

outro: internship made me to do this

post "hurm"

2009-02-13T19:16:00.002+08:00

7.16 pm || February 13th, 2008

" kami adalah insan yang terbaek di sini, kami adalah utusan untuk kamu semua, kami adalah manusia sempurna, golongan laen tidak layak memerintah, golongan lain tak layak berkuasa, golongan lain tak langsung dipilih untuk melakukan keramaian, kami terbaek, keramaian kami perlu diikuti, keramian kami membawa ke arah jalan yang benar, keramaian kamu salah, dusta, jika ada yang membantah, kami akan menekan, dari semua aspek kami akan tekan, dan tekanan akan berterusan, dan terus menerus, ingatlah, kami yang berkuasa, semua perlu patuh jika tak mahu ditekan"

itu adalah pemikiran segolongan orang. dan mereka berbangga dengannya. masih tak sangka ia masih utuh di sini.

outro: terasa? mungkin anda golongan itu.

spelling

2009-02-08T21:26:00.001+08:00

9.26 pm || February 8th, 2009

kuew tiouw?
kueh tiau?
kuew tiau?

how meh nak eje makanan tuh?

caffeina dan tobacoo

2009-02-03T17:09:00.003+08:00

"dont blame me, it was them. the tobacco and caffeine company"

kotak camel sekarang da ade gambar tekak orang saket dan berlobang. sangat ngeri. anep paling ngeri skali. muka beliau pucat dan berpeluh - peluh, short respon apabila terpandang poster.